Well its been along time since I used xanga. But I kind of need to get this off my chest. I've been doing alot of thinking lately about school. Sometimes I think to myself is school really for me? My first semester didn't go so good. Due mostly to my laziness, lack of studying, and the lack of not wanting to go to class. So as my second semester has started I made the promise to myself that i would try my best and see what happens. It seems to me that i was doing better last semester not really trying. This semester the more I study and the more I try to learn the material the worse i've been doing. So i'm kind of at a tough time in my life. I really want to do good in school, but its just not working out. Whats going to happen when i try to play sports next year? It could help some by motivating me, but then again i'll have less time to study and do my work. I know college is not for everyone, but these days if you dont go to college your not going to get a good job. I want to graduate from college but I also dont want to be wasting my time and my paretns money for letting me go to school. So I just dont know what to do right now.

                                                              SUMMER 2006

This summer has been one of the best summers ever. I started off summer with a trip to Hawaii with one of my best friends. Had a great time kicken it there with the natives. Then came the elbow surgery, but it really wasn't as bad as i thought. Church camp was prolly the next big thing that happened. It was awesome so much needed time to study the word of God and hang out with friends. I have had some crazy fun times with my friends going to tulsa and just hangen out at each others houses. One of my fav's was camping out with everyone at Cassie's. But just when i thought that my summer couldn't get any better. "The BROTHERHOOD" loaded up hewetts parent's van and took us a little trip to Birmingham. Even tho everyone thought that we would go get in touble and not be able to make it there and back by ourselfs. It was with out a doubt one of the best weeks of my life. We rolled out about 1:30 in the am saturday morning and rolled back in to the reeves place about 11:15 or so tonight. We had some of the best times that any of us will ever have. From us going down what seemed like 100 oneways the wrong way to, being asked for a bible by a homeless guy, and to top it off a great service tuesday night that really spoke to us all. Not to mention all of us singing while driving down the rode at 5 in the morning. Or writing a song for my tv show that i'm going to have someday. Oh how i wish i could go back. This one goes out to my boys. "The BROTHERHOOD". Take it easy.

Well i guess i can update so some people will stop getting mad at me. lol. Lets see my surgery went really good. I went to the the Dr. today and he said it was looking good. Only four more weeks in the splint, then four weeks in a brace. Church camp was awesome. I had lot of fun even tho i couldn't do rec. Well i think thats about all thats going on right now.

Lets see.. We graduated on the 19th. We had a pretty good time after. Hawaii was awesome. We had a great time. Wish we could have stayed alittle longer, but I pretty much want to live there for a few years. Went to Kansas City for a few days when we got back from Hawaii that was fun. Found out that were going to Florida the end of July 1st of Aug. So thats pretty sweet. I go to the surgen tomorrow to find out when my surgery is. Hopefully in the next week or so. Well peace.

Sugery Thursday the 8th.

We had districts this week, we didn't play good at all  so we lost both games. That means baseballs over now, it was kind of hard knowing that was the last time i would get to play sports in high school. Schools almost over never thought we would make it to this year. It's gotten here alot faster then i ever thought it would. Just seems like yesterday was the 1st day of school. It just flew by. We've had alot of good times these past 4 years and we've made alot of memories that will stick with me forever. We've had our last first day of school together, our last sporting events, our last field trip as a senior class, our last spring follies, our last prom and now we have just a few more days to spend together. Jr's. don't let it slip away enjoy it while you can cause it won't be long and you will be just like all of us wishing we had a few more days to spend with friends. Many of us have made this long journey together some have joined along the way and it sure has been fun. Just think of all the good time to come. Graduation here we come............................